this guy is an arsehole

I could only imagine how sweet and gratifying it would be to fully plan my own death. I have only recently become obsessed with death and the dark world of snuff. I have met numerous souls who are also bent on that final high that only a truly horrific death will bring when fully intertwined with sex and even drugs. A final day of excess and depravity. Even a last few hours or just a few minutes of perversion so extreme as to drive most men and women insane. This is the kind of death I crave and will have. It’s as if I would be forced to go back in time to a more barbarous time when death with honor was a way of ascending to heaven. This is not something that can be done in solitude. This kind of death needs to be, if not witnessed by many, at least filmed or photographed to be shared for all time. Many have tried to do this with a gun or by jumping from a building, but they pale in comparison with what I have planned. You see, they did things on impulse and were barely one step ahead of getting caught and had to rush things. I, on the other hand, have been thinking about this for over a year and reading everything I can on the subject of snuff, suicide, murder, torture, pain etc. I’ve also viewed and studied every real life death pic on the internet. Not just the dead scenes you see on the major sites, but the totally gruesome gory shots on the lesser known sites and groups. It’s the violent, bloody, gutted bodies and dismemberment shots I drool over. The one problem is, that I will have to have some help to quench this gruesome hunger. Of course, I could always build a guillotine and pull the handle while being filmed, but that would be too quick and uneventful. I could construct a gallows and do the same, but again, so what. There are some wild and incredible machines that can be built to slowly kill yourself, but I would just lay there and wait and what if something went wrong? When I am found, and that will be the finale of the event, I want people

That is the sickest thing I have ever read 'Busted'.

I babysit sometimes for different people and one girl I baby-sit I like a lot. And I want to write about her because I haven't seen her in awhile and I'm so horny right now I can't help thinking about her. She's 11 so it's not really babysitting. I just go over to her house and watch her when her parents go out. Her name is Jennifer, but everybody calls her Jen. She's skinny and tall, as tall as me almost. Jen's hair is black and she ties it back in a long ponytail. I loved to brush her hair for her. I sit behind her when we watch TV brushing her hair and I tell her how pretty she is. She's more like my best friend even though she's so small. We always have fun together and I think I lover her because I always think about her. Once, when we were watching Casablanca, Jen asked me why people always kiss so long on TV. I told her they were frenching but she didn't know what I meant. When I told her they were putting their tongues in each other's mouths she laughed and didn't believe me. I swore it was true and people did it all the time. She asked me if I did it and I said yeah, I loved it. We talked and laughed some more about weird stuff like french kissing but the whole time I just wanted to kiss her. I didn't know how to say it though cause I know she wouldn't understand. A couple weeks later I was at her house again, watching her and we were talking. I was doing her toes, painting them a real bright blue cause she likes that color. We started talking about kissing again and I don't remember what we were saying but I do remember suddenly looking up at her and saying I could show her if she didn't how nice it was. Jen wasn't too sure about me kissing her. But it was better than doing it with a boy she said. I just laughed and told Jen to wait a couple years. Boys were ok sometimes. So Jen sat there while I put away

Is this Jamie Hunt out of the band Biomechanical?

My name is Jamie Hunt. I do not believe that I am the Jamie Hunt; the subject of this petition. I speculatively typed my name into Google to see what would happen and have found this site. It appears that I have created angst, presumably in the teenage demograph. This does not worry me, nor does it delight me as it would appear that a younger name sake has been a bit of a git. Thank you petition spot and thank you teenagers! Oh and Jamie, I agree with the others; you are a gay nob-jockey!