My ex is such a jerk!
Wow, you think you know what love is? I doubt it. And he held her hand, wow. Thats cheating on you. Did he screw her? If so, THAT is cheating. Give it a break, stop being a drama queen. Give your attention to school work and forget the boys. Then, when you get older, you hopefully will be able to look at things in a more mature way, will have made something of yourself, and can stand on your own two feet without worrying about some chump "holding hands" with some chick at camp. Life does get better than this...