I was watching oc mostly because of her, when she died I really cried my heart out and even till now when oc comes to my mind I think only about Marrisa, I\'m so depressed to live without her :(( In fact I stopped watching after 3rd season, it\'s like two years since I quit watching OC, but I cant get over her :( After oc I never find a girl unless there\'s another Marissa somewhere :((