I have the same problem, my son was made a crown ward with no access because he ran away a few times. I did not use drugs, drink, nor was my son abused and i did not get to defend myself in court. I was oushed into a corner and was TOLD to sign the papers for adoption and that there was nothing else i could do, i was young and very stupid because i signed the papers, now i am attempting to take them back to court to have my boy returned to me. May god be with you at this awful time and my parayers are with you.